macncheese

i'm high. and cynthia talked me and emily into walking to emi's apt to get milk to make macaroni and cheese. she makes it and sets out 4 bowls for me emily abby and herself, because abby wanted some. so we get our bowls and i go into katie's room and katie is like give me a bite and i reach one up to her and she's like give me another bigger bite and i get a huge forkful and have to keep the bowl under it b/c pieces are falling off and i reach up there and she takes my bowl of mac and cheese. That bitch. I am high with munchies already irritated b/c she is making me share, and she won't give it back. i put a little force behind it and she wouldn't let go so i knew if i kept on it it was going to go errywhere. anyway i just let go and i'm like a little pissed but i don't know if its going to be an overreaction to get all out pissy so i'm just like fine whatev and i'm like "fine just take it!" in a playish voice i guess and i start walking out and i turn around and throw the fork at her and it hits the wall pretty hard and hannah is like aah and i'm like srsly just take it! and i go out and lay on the couch. it kind of freaks me out because usually i don't get that angry bout shit but that just set me off, perhaps because of the dishwashing thing earlier and cuz im high, but that's what worries me... is that how i act? is that what i'm becoming? ah. idk. i'm so high and we are going to wally world with cynthia.